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[sears]

I'm not crazy. Anyone who really knows me knows I'm not crazy, and anyone who thinks I'm crazy is--

I couldn't do HALF of what I do if I were insane! I don't think anyone knows the meaning of the word. They throw it around because they want to rile me up, but it doesn't mean anything.

If I were really crazy I'd be dead by now.

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[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

... No. No. They all lie. They're trying to-- they're lying! All of them!

[yyyyyyeah she's freaking the fuck out]

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

Azula take a deep breath and relax. Is Doctor Cuddy home? Maybe you two should sit together for a little while.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

No. I'm here. She's working.

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

Would you like to sit with me in the hospital?

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

[...]

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

Think about it.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

[... aaaaand she suddenly worldhops in, looking around the room like a caged animal for a few seconds before going over and sitting on the floor in the corner, pulling her knees up to her chest defensively]

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

[Lilith is caught a little off guard by the sudden appearance and her skittish behavior. The moment passes quickly though before she pulls herself out of bed to take a seat next to her. Unlike the other meetings, she is only wearing a thin nightgown and has her hair down without jewelry or ornaments. She's a little more pale too.]

I'm glad you could make it.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

You're probably supposed to stay in your bed.

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

I believe someone stressed that to me, yes.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

So why didn't you listen?

[so hypocritical; she very much enjoys ignoring doctor's orders herself]

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

You shouldn't sit here by yourself.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

[looks away, purposely letting her hair fall in a way that obscures her face]

I like being by myself.

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

It seems lonely.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

I'm too strong to get lonely.

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

Perhaps I was lonely then.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

Is that why you wanted me to come?

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

No. I was concerned about you.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

There's nothing to be concerned about.

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

Nothing is wrong with you?

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

[pulling her knees tighter up against herself]

... No.

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

Anyone would be troubled by those words. It isn't a secret you've had a rough time.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

But I haven't! I'm stronger than that!

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

Should it ever bother you, it's alright to say so. Talking about it does help.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

... I refuse to be weak. Father was wrong.