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[sears]

I'm not crazy. Anyone who really knows me knows I'm not crazy, and anyone who thinks I'm crazy is--

I couldn't do HALF of what I do if I were insane! I don't think anyone knows the meaning of the word. They throw it around because they want to rile me up, but it doesn't mean anything.

If I were really crazy I'd be dead by now.

Comments

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

[lol no]

If you want to die, do what you want!

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

I have no wish to die.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

You're going to. They're not going to be able to get it out, and it's going to kill you.

[abandonment complex a-go-go]

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

You shouldn't assume the worst.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

I know how the world works.

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

Do you think the world is truly that tragic?

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

[...]

I don't care.

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

It is true that many terrible things can happen but, beautiful things can as well.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

You're sappy.

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

Perhaps a little.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

What's WRONG with you?!

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

Azula, don't shout. You're going to attract the attention of the guards.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

[getting up and pacing the room, again like a caged animal]

I want Lisa.

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

[Lilith is getting up slowly, using the wall for support.]

It's alright. I am sure she will be back from work soon.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

I hate it. I hate it!

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

[She'll use that wall as a crutch as she walks toward Azula and pulls her into a hug.]

It's alright.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

[ffff she's sobbing and she's not even sure why]

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

[That hug is tightening a little.]

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

I can't do it anymore.

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

You don't have to do anything.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

But I ALWAYS have to do something!

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

It's your decision what you do next. No one will force you into anything.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

I'm--

[scared? sad? freaked out? ALL OF THE ABOVE? who knowwwws]

Lisa's worried; she thinks she's useless; she thinks she can't do anything to help.

I have to save the Fire Nation, but I can't!

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

[Lilith rubs her back to soothe her. Azula doesn't need her commentary. She needs to let it out.]

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

[might be kind of clinging on >.>]