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[sears]

I'm not crazy. Anyone who really knows me knows I'm not crazy, and anyone who thinks I'm crazy is--

I couldn't do HALF of what I do if I were insane! I don't think anyone knows the meaning of the word. They throw it around because they want to rile me up, but it doesn't mean anything.

If I were really crazy I'd be dead by now.

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[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

[getting up and pacing the room, again like a caged animal]

I want Lisa.

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

[Lilith is getting up slowly, using the wall for support.]

It's alright. I am sure she will be back from work soon.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

I hate it. I hate it!

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

[She'll use that wall as a crutch as she walks toward Azula and pulls her into a hug.]

It's alright.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

[ffff she's sobbing and she's not even sure why]

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

[That hug is tightening a little.]

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

I can't do it anymore.

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

You don't have to do anything.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

But I ALWAYS have to do something!

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

It's your decision what you do next. No one will force you into anything.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

I'm--

[scared? sad? freaked out? ALL OF THE ABOVE? who knowwwws]

Lisa's worried; she thinks she's useless; she thinks she can't do anything to help.

I have to save the Fire Nation, but I can't!

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

[Lilith rubs her back to soothe her. Azula doesn't need her commentary. She needs to let it out.]

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

[might be kind of clinging on >.>]

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

[Cling forever bb.]

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

[she still doesn't want you to die 8|]

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

[She'll get better!]

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

[I am too paranoid about being abandoned to believe you 8|||]

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

[But I came back from being beheaded! I can deal with 01 screwing up my insides.]

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

[ew yuck 8|]

I need--

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

[01 is a jerk to her.]

What do you need?

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

... I don't know. I don't know what I need.

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

There's no rush to find out.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

I"m too tired.

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

Then rest for a while.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

I need...