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[sears]

I'm not crazy. Anyone who really knows me knows I'm not crazy, and anyone who thinks I'm crazy is--

I couldn't do HALF of what I do if I were insane! I don't think anyone knows the meaning of the word. They throw it around because they want to rile me up, but it doesn't mean anything.

If I were really crazy I'd be dead by now.

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[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

I'm too strong to get lonely.

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

Perhaps I was lonely then.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

Is that why you wanted me to come?

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

No. I was concerned about you.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

There's nothing to be concerned about.

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

Nothing is wrong with you?

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

[pulling her knees tighter up against herself]

... No.

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

Anyone would be troubled by those words. It isn't a secret you've had a rough time.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

But I haven't! I'm stronger than that!

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

Should it ever bother you, it's alright to say so. Talking about it does help.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

... I refuse to be weak. Father was wrong.

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

People are allowed to hurt. It doesn't make them weak.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

... You don't know.

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

What is it?

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

It's different for me. Higher expectations. And I will meet them.

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

They expect you to never behave as a human being?

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

I'm not a normal human being. I'm Fire Lord Azula of the Fire Nation.

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

Azula...

[She doesn't want to point out she's no longer Fire Lord but, it is unhealthy for her to keep on like this.]

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

I was raised to be a soldier and a leader. There is no room for weakness.

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

It's unhealthy to put so much pressure on yourself.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

It's why I was born.

Father spent fifteen years of his life training me. If he can turn on me, anyone can.

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

Your father may have trained you but, I don't think he ever valued you as a person from what little I know of him.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

He valued me as an heir.

[hislostlover.livejournal.com]

You are more than a heir.

[peoplesprincess.livejournal.com]

But to him, I was an heir.