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I'm not crazy. Anyone who really knows me knows I'm not crazy, and anyone who thinks I'm crazy is--

I couldn't do HALF of what I do if I were insane! I don't think anyone knows the meaning of the word. They throw it around because they want to rile me up, but it doesn't mean anything.

If I were really crazy I'd be dead by now.

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I need...

Yes?

... I hate everyone.

Is that so?

Mmhm.

And they'll leave me.

I hope that's not the case.

It's always the case.

You truly believe I will lose.

... I don't care.

I'm not going to lose.

Everyone loses in the end.

By that logic, you would lose as well.

[sighs]

Do you want to know what I think?

No.

Alright then.

[... except she is kind of curious]

What.

I think this is all happening for a reason. We are struggling now but, I think we will overcome all of this.

You will discover what you should do and I will have 01 removed from my body.

... I'm still tired.

Would you like to sit down?

Hmmm.

[... which kind of means yes]

[Lilith will let go to head back to her bed. She probably settles onto it a little too quickly.]

You can sit here or on the guest chair.

[Azula will lean against her again 8)]

[Lilith pillow is very comfy.]

This feels much better, doesn't it?

... Mmhm.