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I'm not crazy. Anyone who really knows me knows I'm not crazy, and anyone who thinks I'm crazy is--

I couldn't do HALF of what I do if I were insane! I don't think anyone knows the meaning of the word. They throw it around because they want to rile me up, but it doesn't mean anything.

If I were really crazy I'd be dead by now.

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...I had a nightmare.

You're small.

I'm gonna' get bigger, one day.

You're supposed to be bigger now.

But...but I can't grow that fast!

[...]

It's impossible!

Never mind.

Maybe you were mean to them. Is that why they called you crazy?

No.

You don't look mean.

... No.

See? That's good, right? You have pretty hair, too.

What's your point?

So why would they call you names?

I already told you, they're idiots.

Why do you care, if they're idiots?

I don't care.

But...you're talking so loudly about it.

I'm making my point of view known.

You sound so mad, though.

[...]

I don't.

Sometimes I used to get really mad at other kids, but talking to mom always made me feel good. Have you tried that?

She's asleep.

My used to let me crawl into bed with her, too. Maybe that'll make you feel better.